My life didn’t go nearly as I planned. I never planned to be an amazing wife at the age of 25. I never imagined being employed where I am today. I never envisioned having a child and being an amazing mom (I didn’t even like kids). I never imagined losing friends, and I wasn’t ready for new ones. I didn’t see myself getting through those bad times, and I wasn’t prepared for those good ones.
BUT G O D.
When your young you think you know it A L L! In my early 20’s I wasn’t even aware that I was blocking my own blessings. It wasn’t until R I G H T now that I started moving where my spirit took me. I had to lose friends, have family fall outs, and lose desire for old habits for me to realize…
For me to S E E.
Its something about isolation that allows you to find yourself. I started looking for something deeper within myself. A talent? A hobby? A…calling? I was so tired of surrounding myself around all these bad people and bad habits, I just wanted to be..
I N S P I R E D.
I noticed I was having conversations with people but they didn’t understand. They couldn’t feel me on the same level that I felt myself, and that was a problem. Its almost like talking to a child. They’re listening, but do they fully understand you? Do they even…care? I noticed I would post a Facebook status and nobody would like it, but yet the bird box meme is trending (get it,? Nobody understands the meaning of the movie yet its trending because her eyes are covered).That’s whats wrong with the world, nobody is taking anything serious.
I. N E E D E D.
My own outlet, My own…space (I literally almost named my blog spot Mispace hahahaha!). But seriously, I needed to be able to speak my mind and not feel stupid about it because everyone only cares about silly memes and ratchet television. So I thought… B L O G.