Life Time Best-Friend 🖤

I turned over this morning and opened my eyes to my best-friend. I mean, I’ve been opening my eyes up to him for over several years now, but this morning was different. It’s a warm feeling, something most unfortunately, never feel. He’s my life-partner, the person I chose to spend the rest of my life with. I love him, he loves me back. The feelings are all mutual, one in the same. We both, learning how to agree to disagree and how to compromise on higher levels. Through good times and bad times our feelings always remaining the same. Several years I’ve been opening my eyes to you. Wow, I’m shocked my damn self. I really did not plan for this at all! God knew what he was doing when he made me for you, and you for me. People ask us all the time “tell me the secret, how did y’all make it”? I think it’s because we chose one another, even when the times get hard I still choose you.

Soul drop

  • If you’ve felt like everyone is against you, or feeling some type of way about you, have you ever looked in the mirror and said ”maybe i’m feeling this way about myself” ? Sometimes there’s really no issue with anybody, the issue is with yourself. There’s no issue but your own. It’s called “accountability”. – Soul
  • 1 week down, How many more can I go?

    So to catch our new readers up, I’ve completed 1 week of NO SMOKING, and it wasn’t as hard as I thought!

    I know right? I really do think its all “mental” as my friend would say. Yea, some days when I was home and bored the thought was there but I just reminded myself of all the other things I could have been doing and did that instead.

    So what did you benefit from not smoking?

    • Less procrastination
    • More family time
    • Saved money
    • Weight Loss
    • Saved more cans of air freshener hahahaha!

    But to be honest, I think I OD’d on the “addiction” part. I’m not addicted to marijuana, I think I just let it get out of hand because where I live there’s really nothing else to do.

    What were some Con’s of not smoking?

    • Headaches trying to make an appearance
    • broken sleep
    • loss of appetite

    Remember what I told you about those migraines? Well yes, their trying to make an appearance. Its weird because I’m having like little headaches near my ears, almost near my temples. Lots of insomnia, like falling asleep as late as 3 am and only eating about once a day (which helped me drop a pound or 2).

    So what now?

    To be honest, idk. I think I’m going to keep going as long as I feel like I want to go. This almost feels like a game to me only because y’all don’t understand the friendship between me and maryJ. This almost feels like the kind of scenario when your trying to avoid a friend because of their toxic ways but at the same time their the life of the party *Sigh*. But for now, I’m going to keep up the good work of keeping my word.